黄凤荣回答：
Infact,fromthebeginning,Ihaveapassiveacceptanceofeverything,
However,Inowknow,Idonotwanttodothiskindofloveandlife,
IfIknowthatwillhurt,Icanchoosetoforgetitall
Ifthatisnottheleft?
Qualcommwillbethinkingthepain,andtodayIknowthathehadbeentoomindyouyourchoiceofanumberofdecisions
Thekindofinjury,hasbeenrootedinmymind,
Icannotbelieveyoucantrustme,thereisnowayforhertoinsistonandtolerance
IthoughtIwouldgrowupignorantofeverything,but,aftergrowingup,IonlyknowwhatIwantordonotwant,
Donotalwaysgiveaperson,twopeoplehavebeenlivingonaperson,notonlybecauseoffondmemoriesofthepastandnowpainful,
Donotneverpromise,donotalwaysfindanexcuseforyoutoallforyourgoodwordssaid.
SoIreallyhappy?Reallyhappy?
If,love,orloved,soIassumethattoomuchpressureandkeepthetroubled/depressed/confused/disappointed/,Iservedtheirloveagoodwalkthenexttrip
Iftherehasalwaysbeenthekindofinjuries,Iwillreallyhavenoconfidencedown
Because,sadlyIfoundthatIamdoingarepeatofthings:
Roadwhenthewoundbegantopain,Ihavedevotedanexcuseforthelovefortheireffortsinmaintainingandadheringto
However,theinitialcanbeusedtomakeupforagoodmemory,thenthebeginningofself-deception,isnownolongerfindcomfortreasonsfoolourselves,cannotaffordtostartdealingwiththeseinjuriesandthefeelingofhate
Becausethereisnocapacitytodealwiththewounds,thebeginningoffearbegantoworrythat
Iamreallyworriedabouttheirownandsomanyyearsoflovetosaygoodbye,Ihavenotevenafraidoftheirownwilltomakesomeshockingmoves.
However,Ialreadyknowsomethingsbrewinginthebottomofmyheart,intheproliferation,
Ijustdonotknowwhy,Imustlovesohard?
Ifyoucannotfindstrongpoint,willitcollapse?
If,oneday,veryhardandthengobacktoaperson,
Thatway,somesillyidiotyouare
However,thepast,Iwouldlikeforyoutosacrificeanything,itisamistaketostart
Perhaps,atthattimebeganimbalance,whenthestrengthofthisimbalancewhenthereisnowaytodealwith,maybesomethingwillbreakthroughit.
Havebeenreluctanttobecause,Ifoundthatlifeisreallyonlytheirownfavorite,ifnottheiraffection,wewillcertainlynothappy.
Soagain,theresultofbad,Icanacceptit,if,ifthatistheirinnermostwant.
Followingthedecisionontheheart,astheeffortstodoforourlove,Ireallydotoomuchtoomuch;
Fatigueontheword.