这首什么歌名啊?

BowsandflowsofangelhairandicecreamcastlesintheairAndfeathercanyonseverywhere,ivelookedatcloudthatway.Butnowtheyonlyblockthesun,theyrainandsnowoneveryone.Somanythingsiwouldhavedonebutcloudsgotinmyway.Ivelookedatcloudsfrombothsidesnow,Fromupanddown,andstillsomehowItscloudillusionsirecall.Ireallydontknowcloudsatall.Moonsandjunesandferriswheels,thedizzydancingwayyoufeelAseveryfairytalecomesreal;ivelookedatlovethatway.Butnowitsjustanothershow.youleaveemlaughingwhenyougoAndifyoucare,dontletthemknow,dontgiveyourselfaway.Ivelookedatlovefrombothsidesnow,Fromgiveandtake,andstillsomehowItslovesillusionsirecall.Ireallydontknowloveatall.Tearsandfearsandfeelingproudtosay"iloveyou"rightoutloud,Dreamsandschemesandcircuscrowds,ivelookedatlifethatway.Butnowoldfriendsareactingstrange,theyshaketheirheads,theysayIvechanged.Somethingslostbutsomethingsgainedinlivingeveryday.Ivelookedatlifefrombothsidesnow,Fromwinandlose,andstillsomehowItslifesillusionsirecall.Ireallydontknowlifeatall.