Actually,smilenotthatdifficult 　　JusttojuniorhighschoolofI,foreverythingaround,moreandmoreannoying. 　　Clearlyisachildnow,butwasforcedtofacetheworld. 　　Facingtheburdenonthehomework,Ialmostcollapseanyway,firstexam,buttodoit,sogradefrustrationattwentynethinimsname,althoughfacewerestillfalsesmile,buteverydayinthebearwithsomeoneelse'speculiareye,"beforethefirst,nowhavebecomemorethantwohundred!" 　　Iendurenottolive,oncethoughthecan'tstandthefalseoftheworld,butinthehome,haveaheartofapeaceofmind. 　　Althoughthereisnosuchconfidence,butatleastalittlereassuringhimself. 　　Inthefaceofhomework,Istrivetooneselfzhankaiasmile,likethesunshinebeautifulsmile,whilesomethinglikeadoseofmedicine,comfortmyheartscar. 　　Actually,thedefeatofitdoesn'tmatter,Isimplyfatesmile,smiletomyself,thisworldalsonotsobig,Icancertainlyclimbedthemountain"" 　　Onasunnyafternoon,Ilookedatthesky,tooneselfzhankaiabigsmile...