Thetasteofhappiness 　　Happiness,maybeaword,oradinner,maybeadeepkiss,perhaps…… 　　--Preface 　　Sittingunderthetree,watchingtheclouds,enjoyingthebreeze,topresentaproblem:"I'mhappy?Whereismyhappiness?" 　　Meditation,amemorygateisopenedslowly,awarmpicturefloodout…… 　　Thegentlesunshinethreethreetwoplacesfromthewindowofmybedroom,thefreshmorningairfilledthehouse.Myalarmclock"request",openedhissleepyeyesdim,tostartanewday.Dressing,afterwashing,withaaromatothelivingroom,eatlikewolvesandtigerseatmotherforgivingmeameal.Then,Iambackbagoutofthehousetogotoschool,motherisstandingatthedoorandsaidtome:"son,becarefulontheway!"Thenatmyshadowgraduallydisappearedintheeyesofherjustin.Mother'swords,makemyheartwarm,thisisnothappy? 　　Sundownthewest,waterthrownonalayerofgoldenripples.Thesunhadset,theWestheavenleavingonlyafaintblushcolor,butisstillhot!Onthewayhome,onthewayandbytheday'sheatdryingbehavior,lifeless,Ipickedupthepace.Foralongtime,finallyatthedoorofthehouse,Iwasjustpushingthedoortosmeltthearoma,themotherhadpreparedsupper,justwaitingforme.Isee,oh,allismyfavoritethings,withseaweedsoup,scrambledeggwithtomato,cucumbersalad……Lookatthesemyfavoritefood,awayofexertionandheatallwiththewindgo.Isatdown,startedeating,eachonelaversoupseemedtoflowthroughmybody,feelcomfortable,happy.Thisisthehappiness! 　　Themoonislikeamirror,hanginginthesky,themoonlightthroughthearbor,inmybeddrainunderabedsparklingpiecesofjade.LookattheskyoneHaoyueandseveralscatteredstars,heartthinkofmanythings,Igraduallyenteredthebeautifuldreams.Dim,Ifeltsomeoneseemstohavepushedtheunlockeddoor,thencreptintomybedroom,Istand,atuck,thenbendoverinmycheeksleftadeepkissgoquietly.Itriedtoopenmyeyestoseewhatthemotherdidnot--!Itisnothappiness? 　　…… 　　Oh,Iknow: 　　Happiness,isaword. 　　Happiness,isadinner. 　　Happiness,isadeepkiss. 　　…… 　　Aleaffallsinmyhands,Iwillfromthememorybacktoreality.Underthetree,watchingthecloudsenjoyingthebreezeIsaidtomyself:"Iishappy,myhappinessintheside.Infact,mysideisnotlackofhappiness,butlackoftheeyesandmindfindhappiness.”