英语翻译

Idonotknowhowtosay,wantingtoseeyourfigureeveryday,beIamfulfillawishtoseeyouoftime,seeofbutisyouseemesuffered,myheartismowingtogotoinatheknifeaknife,understandingIdothewholetochangedtoreturnyouonlytomypity,Inotexpectwhat?Onlyhopeyourlittlebithappiness,doyouknowthatmyheartisshedtears?IalsoknowthusforyouIamallnotgood,butisbeyondcontrolmyself,becauselovedyoutoo,ifisamemoryinthebrain,Icandeletehe,canyoustayaroundthedeepplaceofmymind,deepplaceofyourheartthepossibilityalsoexistscan'tthepainfulplaceofthespeech,youhaveneverspeak,toknow,thehardwatervomitandwouldbealittlebitandpleasurable.Followyoucloselythesufferedappearance,beapersonaltotalfeelboringoftime,everythingsallseemtobenolongerimportant.PerhapsIshouldchoosetoletgo,Iamafraidonceletgoandwilllosewiththeopportunityforeverithandsoverthewall.

Apersonisnotsolitary,missingthatapersonisjustsolitary.Perhaps.