My Scrt Worry-我的隱憂

Whil far of dath is univrsal, my worry about dath is so ovrwhlming that thr is not a momnt passing without my thinking of it. I nvr bring this up with any othr, just bcaus no on will vr raliz th sriousnss of this problm. I know it vry clarly that as long as thr is lif, thr will b dath. In addition, though I am still so far away from dath, I hav bn plagud by th thought of it for yars. Fortunatly, th root of my far of dath lis in my ovrzalous lov for lif. I am too timid to think of th nd of lif, whn vry worldly affair should b thrown away. How can I carry on without frindship, affction, and joy of bing aliv? I rally hat to lav all ths bhind. To as my worry about dath, I should mak th fullst us of this lif I now possss. Concntration on this lif can at last tmporally mak m forgt about dath. As a mattr of fact, I rally don＇t nd to worry so much about dath, for I alrady hav too much to worry about this lif.

雖然怕死是舉世皆然，但我對死的擔心是如此不可抗拒，以致於沒有一刻不想到它；我從未對任何人提起，因為沒有人會了解這個問題的嚴重性。我知道得很清楚，只要有生，就會有死；另外，我雖然我離死還很遙遠，卻已經被死的念頭折磨多年。還好，我對死亡的恐懼根源於對生命的過分熱愛，我太膽小，不敢思考生命的終點----一切塵世的事務都要拋棄。沒有友情、愛情和生之喜悅，我怎麼過得下去？我真的很不甘心死後遺留下這一切。若要減輕對死亡的憂慮，我應該就目前所擁有的一生做最充分的?用，全神貫注於這一生至少使我暫時忘卻了死亡。其實，我實在不必這麼擔憂死亡，因為這一生該擔憂的已經夠多了。